FWB VS. TATE

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I watched Malibu's Most Wanted like two days in a row and I just want to talk all gangsta now and say the word gat. Saw Saw II on Friday. That movie was so messed up. It was more sick than scary.  I want to go see Jarhead really bad.  And this new movie comes out on Friday w/ Jennifer Aniston that I want to see also.  I actually want to see a lot I guess lol, and I prolly won't even go this weekend. I hope to get out of the house this weekend so just call me and i'll gladly hang out.

Soccer game on Tuesday vs. Tate @ Tate

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current mood: pleased

-Happy Halloween

-Sick

-Not going to school tomorrow

-Not going to practice tomorrow

-Soccer game on Thursday

-Football game on Thursday

-CHS football game Friday

Last night was the Fwb vs. Choctaw game...biggest game of the year, and F-dub won 16-13. wootwoot.  Went with Kim and Mona, the 2 most awesome seniors in the world.  It was Kim Ely's 18th last night so that was exciting.  Saw tons of people.  It was so packed.  Consession lines were sooo long.  We smoked the green (being Choctaw is the Big GREEN Indians...so no we didnt smoke weed).  Went to IHOP after and and I was loud and crazy, of course. A man with a dildo wanted to play pass it off on the way home. Kim said no. Thats how people get killed. But I was all for it....it would have been fun. Now i'm cleaning my room and watching Greese. Supposed to go to the haunted house and the fair or something tonight with Mona and possibly Kim C, Kim E, *****, and like a group will show up I know.

Have been distant from my "other friends". I only hang w/ my soccer friends....b/c those are my only friends who tell it like it is...which is why I love them dearly. I'm so tired after school and homework I dont talk to my loves on here anymore. I'm not being distant from you, just we are going in seperate directions and I dont know how to make it easier than what it is now.

current mood: sick

Moments

exeterbladeslinger (3/24/2005 9:05:05 PM): it sucked balls

exeterbladeslinger (3/24/2005 9:05:09 PM): and hit my balls lol

exeterbladeslinger (3/24/2005 9:17:20 PM): come here and i will cry you a stream

exeterbladeslinger (3/24/2005 9:17:33 PM): not a river im not that skilled

exeterbladeslinger (3/26/2005 1:57:29 PM): sorry i had to get my pizza roles out of the oven

usagirlie08 (3/26/2005 1:57:34 PM): omg!

usagirlie08 (3/26/2005 1:57:42 PM): i'm eating pizza rolls too!

exeterbladeslinger (3/26/2005 1:57:52 PM): yea buddy

current mood: hopeful

Moments

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i love you baby

Moments

Well i havent wrote in here forever. but i need to get something off of my chest. I have this friend, tara. We have been best friends forever. Well a few days ago, we both admited that we have feelings for each other. I told her that i like here and she told me that she liked me an so forth. But i was kinda hiding something. I have really liked her for a few months now. And to be honest i think i am falling in love with her, or maybe i already am. Its weird though because i told myself this would never happen. But it did and i dont know what to do. I really want to tell her, because to hear her say it back would be just great. But i cant tell her because im scared she doesnt feel the same way. I really dont know what to do. The only thing i can think of would be to get drunk and tell her. But i dont want to do it that way, i want it to be alittle more special then me telling her drunk. I dont even think she would take it seriously if i told her drunk. I really dont know what to do. I might just send her this page and let her know like that. So tara if i send this to you, the truth is that i do love you and i believe i am in love with you. Sorry.

Hey tara guess who. I have a question. Will you be mine. Im serious i know this is probably dead end, but i want you. I love you tara. So much more then i have said, and i feel the same way. I love you and i i will talk to you as soon as possible

Moments

AND STUFF

and junk
and shit too.
she
is wanting to get a chevy but i think dodges are prettier.

Oh yea my arm is still dead, very little 
movement going on, very much pain, it sucks ass.

It made my day the other night. Kelly called and we talked for about 20 minutes. Oh how he makes me happy. I think me and Taylor are going to 3 way him sometimes...just don't know when...because he needs to stop calling me. Yesterday night I was supposed to go to The Commons to see The 40 Year Old Virgin, but we are moving within the week and we finally have boxes so I had to pack. I have so much homework this weekend:

Algebra
AP (reading 12 pages which is about an hour's worth and remembering all of it for my quiz on Monday)
English- Reading the story in IR and doing all the margins plus a wksht that goes with the story
             Try to start my novel for the bookcards
             Start project w/ map and I Am From poem
Geometry-It's confusing all ready...

Not much fun. And today I have to help out for WAVE at this younger kids clinic but since my heel is still messed up I just have to help with paperwork and such...thank god. But after that the team is going over to Julia's house for a bar-b-q (which will be fun) but I have so much homework and packing to do...I have no idea how I'll get it all done.

Body is tired.

Out of shape.

Getting into shape.

School in the morning and I'm not looking forward to it. Got to get my AP in line. Same with Chem. For some reason am really excited about  The 40 Year Old Virgin coming out. I'm going to see it Friday or Saturday night. Not sure when yet. Taylor is a pimp...but makes fun of me when I find cool things on my phone *wrists cut*

Tired.

Sick.

Long day.

Excited.

Scared.

Hopefull.

School was ok. It was school. End of story.

Had soccer training after school. Lots of sprints. I lagged. But I'm working on that. We are going to start training Monday through Thursday (plus WAVE), so I should be pretty busy and on track with that plus all the homework I get. Didn't go to practice today because the traffic was so bad going to Fort Walton. We left a little too late and by the time I got there, it would have been a waste because mother still had to work and it just didn't work out. Have to get my Tuesday's and Thursday's figured out. Need to do that soon really. Have a study session tomorrow. My day at school never ends. I hate it. I need to step it up. Get my mind straight on this. Have to pass these. Improve speed. Also getting sick.

-takes cold medicine and goes to sleep-

The first two days of school were ok. Just sad to know that summer really is over now. Went over to Taylor's on Friday and ended up staying the night. Everyone cried but me and Wes

They call me a cold heartless bitch.

We stayed up til about 4 or 4:30 and Wes did mention we needed sleep, so we tried to sleep. Well Wes's phone woke me up and I had no idea what it was, but thank god Taylor knew what to do. lol. Ended up getting like 3 hours of sleep, then I went home at about 8 and Taylor left at about 10.  I was so tired but I just got home, took a shower, and started to pack.

Today was horrible. Had about 5 hours of homework, which is total suicide to me. BUt i'll get the hang of it. Have soccer training for school tomorrow and then soccer practice laster on in the day. Hope i'm not loaded with homework again.

current mood: Too Much Work

Mmkay. Went over to Taylor's around 2 I think...and Maggy was already there so it was just us 3 for a while, which was nice. Maggy and I both got Taylor going away presents. I got her a bunch of framed photos of mostly me her and maggy with inside jokes and things. She seemed to like it. Maggy go her the Beck cd, which she liked also. Damn those security tags, right Maggy? lol.

So people start showing up close to 3 and 4 and we are pretty much just hanging out really. Well it seemed like tons of people were there and somehow it ended up being like 3 groups: 1.Me, Josh, and Maggy walking...2. Chris, Taylor, Heidi, and Amy going to get Billy in Niceville....3. everyone else (like...a bunch of people) going to get da green or something...i think thats what happened. BUt somehow Taylor's mom kept calling me asking about Taylor and I was clueless and she went to Amy's or something and they got into trouble or something...I honestly have no idea. It was confusing.

It's so confusing i'm just like not going to worry about it and not finish lol.

We rocked. Ate pizza. Ate cinnamon sticks.

what a perfect morning to be me.

current mood: sleepy

Today started off quite different than usual. I woke up around 9:30 to go to the school to get my schedule and locker combo. We picked Maggy up from Taylor's and got them. Saw a few people, which was nice. Found my locker (top locker baby!)..Maggy has bottom locker lol. Me and her dont even have a class together and our lockers are in different halls, but Alex's locker is like a few lockers down so thats good.  I would post my schedule but ya know...everyone does that so I wont conform lol.

Pissed. The house I want to move into...my parents want to, but are trying to get another house way out towards San Destin. Its f----- stupid because I go to Fort Walton, not South Walton or anything. I hate where it is. My room would be smaller...not like the room I would get at the other house. Just so pissed off. I'll f----- waste gas just to piss them off and show them that living out there costes more. And it does! It's more than the other house and they still want it even though we like...have no money. F----- stupid, that's what it is.

current mood: gee, wonder why